Semestral Break.
Posted by bluegemini at 02:24 PM on October 12, 2008.
a.k.a. Sembreak.
A lot of people are looking forward to this, especially after all the sleepless nights, the energy-draining hours spent in school, the tons of requirements, the extremely hard exams, and many more. These are most of the reasons why students wish for the Sembreak to come. These are also my reasons. Other than that, I guess there's nothing more...except perhaps going to the province and visiting my grandparents' graves.
I have to admit that I don't like Sembreak. As far as I can remember, since my first year in college, I never had good memories about it. During the sembreak when I was in first year, my bag mysteriously disappeared inside our house...inside my room. Last year, I really can't remember what happened. All I know is, I didn't enjoy it either. I don't know if I'd be able to have fun this time. But I hope I will.
Ang dami na masyadong nangyari. In just a span of 2 years, lots of things happened. Hindi lang ako isang beses naging bitter. Hindi lang ako isang beses umiyak, nainis, at nasaktan. Ngayon, hindi ko na alam kung anong meron. Hindi na ako galit, pero hindi ko pa rin maialis sa isip ko na nandyan na yan. Hindi na maibabalik pa sa dati. Masakit man isipin...
You can say that I lost a friend. And I'm not sure if there's any chance that things will go back to how they were. I don't even know if I still want that to happen. Ano naman mapapala ko kung bumalik man sa dati? Wala. Mangyayari lang ulit ang lahat ng nangyari. Parang sirang plaka. Paulit-ulit. Ayaw ko ng ganon.
What exactly am I getting at? I really don't know. But I do hope I'd be able to move on completely from my horrible and haunted past.
OT: Natapos ko na ung ROLLING LOVE!!! <3 Nakakatawa man isipin, pero naiyak ako. =)) You should try watching it. Maganda ung story, although medyo cliché. Haha. Ayun. That'd be all. XD
Currently listening to: Here I Am (Camp Rock Soundtrack)
crash!